So, I'm a mess right now. I have sooo many mixed emotions on so many different things. Ahhhh. I need a lil glass box that I can crawl into and just scream. I mean, I got so frustrated I actually sat and talked to Neal about it...I mean it's NEAL! That's just insane. So much stuff has changed this week, I'm just ready for this week to be over and start fresh next week. I mean....already this week I have: moved, lost a friend, gained a new friend, switched chairs in Sigma, made some other personal decisions about my life....and it's just WEDNESDAY! I mean, what else can possibly happen this week...I don't think I even want to know.
So my Great Gran Big is translating this dream I had once upon a time. I was worried about doing this because I didn't think I wanted to know what it meant....but now I do. I am also painting this dream..yes painting it....once I'm done you'll see what I mean. I'm so interested in what it means...and I love my Great Gran Big for doing this! She is so awesome!
I got to play with Annie today in Health class...and it was a trip, lemma tell ya. We were spose to roll her over from her stomach to her back...well it's kinda hard if the patient doesn't have ANY LEGS! LOL Me and my partner kept craking up....we'd say stuff like "Don't worry...you'll be find...we just gotta find your legs now!" and stuff like that. I have my skills test next Wednesday...which means no class Monday! Woohoo! But I think I might work...who knows.
It really frustrates me that I have to work every freakin weekend. But I gotta do what I gotta do. I've realized I don't need to worry about working during the week cause of everything I need to do...so the weekends are my only choice.
I'd just like to say it right now...I <3 Ryan Cabrera! I tell ya...it was the best $8 I ever spent! LOL
But, I'm gonna go now...I have to study for Anatomy..Yay! Catch ya lata! | 
